sunderance&solitude.

YAYYY IT'S THE HOLS<3
Iranian Princesses rock.

Don't be perfect; be yourself.
Haha had flu/fever/cough today (why is it that I tend to be sick when I post?!) but still went to school 'cos there was a bit of CT stuff to handle. Haha kept complaining bout how I was dying and stuffs, LOL thank god Valoo put up with the shit although she kept asking me to listen and not rest during Maths so she could discuss the answer with me. Lol ended up IGNORING her, ahahahaha sorry Valoo was damn lethargic. And and and. I totally don't sound like I'm sick again 'cos I'm on a HIGH now. On nothing but my rising temperature! HAHAHA shit I'm going berserk.

Decided not to offer KI in the end after realising sitting for the KI paper and all kinda sucks. But thanks anw dd for all the info((: (haven't seen you around at all!)): )
Sigh. Went for touchrug today after orientation 'cos I had nothing better to do, and wanted to CCA hop 'cos I've never CCA hopped before since Laoshi sorta gave me an ultimatum to join bball. (Either you join or you don't, no CCA hopping!)
Quite cool, and they made it slack-er apparently but it was quite awesome! Kinda bball-ish in a certain way. Only problem is that sometimes I forget and I pass forward._________. I'm a damn retard. Got a really brill workout tho(((:
However it's making me feel super old now I'm feeling like I'm 100 years old...I'm aching all over haha but yeah brill workout nevertheless...Gonna regret it later in the morning. Oh well my deltoids are really puny, need to build up and tone the flabby parts of my...everything. GOSH NEED TO SERIOUSLY WORKOUT.
Sometimes the fcked up stuff you've been through helps others to grow stronger too 'cos you can help them along with it...Hopefully it helps. I hate it when people around me are upset, it makes me feel so useless and worthless as a friend.
((((: Batch cheer's slap clap slap slap thing is stuck in my mind.

Missed the KI test today 'cos many stupid things happened, but mostly I blame myself for being so muddleheaded. Ah, to hell with it, I just hope I can take BCME then...At least then I won't hafta go for classes at weird times or reach home super late 'cos I chose an unfortunate subject combination. However, that is not to say that I'm not pissed at myself.
I think I got into SYFC? 'Cos the rejection postcard has yet to show up in the mailbox. BUT! I haven't got any confirmation calls or whatever shite it is asking me to attend orientation. So I'm still keeping those fingers crossed.
My Christmas...was the most uneventful Christmas I've ever been through. Firstly, I was working on that day, and secondly, I didn't really get any presents...except from Cass today((: She be super sweet! Oh yeah and the cards from ZEENA<3 and Lollylove, *ahem* you know who you are.Sorry bout the cheesy nickname! But it's too cute to resist, Lolly! LOL.
I've been getting more and more easily pissed off by people nowadays. While most of my colleagues are rather awesome, some are just pondscum and oughta take the hint and FUCK OFF. Hanging out with the colleagues my age has made me even more vulgar than before. Oh well, at least I provide people with good service even though it means having to pimp my smile constantly. People who know me well should know how much I hate smiling. "Dao" IS my NATURAL face, fergodssakes. OK need to keep that temper under control otherwise I'll just totally lose it and go berserk.
Hmmm. Can't decide if I truly want school to start. I think I might be totally A.S. and just sneak away from my OG. I doubt it takes many brain cells to figure out where the toilets are and stuff....GRAH. Just wanna stick to/hang out with Sng, Ron, Jass...the bunch forever. But obviously that's never gonna happen. Sigh.
Falling sick))):
And XXX is being an ass. And so is XXX. Fcking screwed up, I am.

I. HAVE. (THE). MUMPS. AND. IT. HURTS. LIKE. HELL. PLUS. I. HAVE. A. (FRIGGIN'). FISHBALL. FACE.
IF. YOU. SEE. ME. THESE. FEW. DAYS. AND. YOU. LAUGH. AT. ME. YOU. WILL. LIVE. TO. REGRET. IT.
I. AM. READY. TO. BITE. OFF. SOME. HEADS.
(though I can't really do that 'cos I can't open my mouth properly, can't chew properly, can't swallow properly, can't sing properly, can't shout at people properly)
Ahahaha. I have a 7 day MC. But I'll still hafta go to work.
DO NOT PANIC! THE DOCTOR HAS CERTIFIED THAT I AM NOT A THREAT TO PUBLIC HEALTH!
Unless of course, someone laughs at me.
In happier news, go on and envy me 'cos this Saturday I'm going for my flying club joyride so I think I'm going to be high high in the sky in a...piper(which ain't that cool) but yay! happy happy happy. (that's why it's called a joyride)
I HATE MY STUPID FISHBALL FACE)):
Painkillers are now my bestest friend. Sorry darling(crotte  ), you have been relegated to 2nd place now that I have my trusty Ibuprofen.

MONEY!)): Where is my paycheck!!!!!!*bawls* Yeah OK I'm getting super money faced now 'cos I owe my mom lotsa food, and I owe someone *coughcough* a treat!!Haha.
I WANT A NDS LITE TOO!OK today I'm in a whiny mood)): Sigh the auction thing's been taken over by someone alr.MOMMY!Buy me many things!!!!)):
Sheesh I'm making so much noise.
Mmmm. Have been playing Pokemon again, I just can't stop. Why is it that I just can't find Carvanha or Sharpedo even though they're supposed to be found on certain routes? This is not fun)): I can't find Bagon either. Or Magikarp, 'cos I want my Gyrados.
Haha, I love this duet. Indonesian pop. I know, it seems weird, but listen to it and it's kinda nice, ya know?
It's from the Indonesian series Ada Apa Dengan Cinta (What's Up With Love?), and it's in the OST of the series. I first heard it when I was in Vietnam for Asian Schools on MTV, and it's super cool.
Hafta work today, full day.

Love this song! (Colbie Caillat looks kinda like Jennifer A. at one of the shots in the beginning of the MV)

Je cannot type properly on lj parce qu'il n'y a pas des accents.
Pop-ups should burn in 'Net hell.
Must stop being so bloody bad-tempered.

Don't understand what's going on, super sorry. It's not you who's "suay", my fault for not getting a new charger so phone's screwed and apparently I screwed up your life and mood too. Sorry)): my bad, don't be pissed at yourself.

Alright.
First things first, this is super damn late, but thanks to the people (li ann, sufen, li sian) for the birthday comments((:
Ok I'm supposed to be studying for French Os tomorrow but somehow I really can't be bothered. I don't know what's got into me, I know that if I do horribly I'll be tremendously disappointed but right now I can't care less. Funny huh. I went as far as to borrow a grammar book from the library today so's I can revise me grammar. But I think it's all pointless yeah? Especially when I just DON'T GIVE A DAMN. Ok I know, bad attitude right, but it's the most I can manage now. Right. BUCK UP!!!!!!!!! *kicks self in the head*
(MMMM at this point mommy's saute-ing portobello mushrumps in the kitchen and the smell's demanding to be noticed. Currently I understand why the hobbitses risked the danger of dogs to steal mushrumps from Mr. Farmer whose name I seem to have conveniently forgotten.)
Argh!My phone's charger is spoilt again. And I don't have the time to get a replacement so currently I'm charging it by USB and it's sooooo slow. Thanks, Sony.
Alright I've been super excited since yesterday when those flying club people came down. I'M SO GONNA JOIN THAT MAN. For one thing, I've been interested in joining the military for quite some time already, and joining the flying club means that I'll get to learn how to pilot a plane, and earn my "wings" and basically go one step further towards my goal. Furthermore, this is so much better than joining like...'ball in HC 'cos 1)there's no guarantee that I'll make school team next year 'cos there're too many people 2)even if I do get to play in J2 or whatever I won't be getting all those awards anymore 3)I won't get a leadership position or whatever crap that seems to be a pre-requisite for a scholarship, so basically even without those CCAs, being in SYFC allows me to have a really good chance to get a scholarship from RSAF which I really really really covet, provided I do well in  A levels. And it's not as physically taxing as other sport so I won't go home all tired and not able to do work. That being said though, 1) I don't plan to let myself get flabbier so I'll be running and hopefully weight lifting 2) I still plan on going back for alumni training which my teammates have assured me that I can even though I won't be "joining back".
#13! for lan zong bei, hahaha cool((: hope I play well this time, kinda screwed up last Sat.
Right. Dinner calls....
(please pray that I get into SYFC!!!!)